ITS MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!

Its been sooo long since my last post!! Its my 28th birthday & everytime its my birthday i always reflect on my life and over the past year to see whether my life is going in the direction i want it to go. And today i have realised that my life isnt going the way i want right now. I am not 100 percent happy, which is what i deserve to be, i hate my job, and i am not achieving all the goals i want to achieve. I want to be pursuing my singing, lose my excess weight and live the best life i can live and be the best person i can be. I deserve it!

I am very emotional right now, i am sad that my life isnt heading exactly where i want it to be going...on top of this the last two weeks have been difficult food wise, i havent been to my ww meeting for two weeks and i can feel that i have put on some weight. I will be going to my ww meeting this saturday, i need to get back on track, when i was losing weight it was one of the best things in my life, at least i was on my way to achieving one of my goals!

Right now i need support more than ever, i need to refocus, figure out exactly what my goals are and remember why i want to achieve my goals this may give me the boost of motivation that i am needing.

I have had alot of functions on the past two weeks, i have another two birthday parties this week, i need to start getting back on track, eating heathily, exercise more and focusing on my feelings so i can keep going down on the scales and start feeling better and better about myself in the meantime and most of all getting to my weight loss goal! That will be an exciting day for me to look forward to!!!

Renee xoxo